Not the news that I have expected

The day after I created this new blog, I was been told I'll be made redundant in two weeks time. I didn't bring my phone with me, and I braved myself to stay at work until I finish my normal 7.5 working hours. I completely broke down when I got home and was crying to everyone I called at night. I was simply shocked to the core, something that I had feared while been surrounded by the news. I couldn't sleep at night. Everything I've learnt from the past few months, from The Secret, from the seminars of staying positive, was thrown out of the window instantly and there's nothing else in my mind that I could think of.

Not the news that I have expected